Modeh Ani mentioned in Seder haYom by R. Moshe ben Machir. Published in Venice 1599. |
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What Does Modeh Ani Mean?
מודה אני לפניך מלך חי וקים שהחזרת בי נשמתי בחמלה רבה אמונתך
Those 12 words mark the start of each day for many Jews. It's a beautiful prayer and an expression of the many debts we owe to God. But three of those words might, on reflection, represent a significant theological innovation.
Here's the whole thing translated:
"I acknowledge before you, the living, eternal God, that you returned to me my soul, with grace and good faith."
The three words in question are: שהחזרת בי נשמתי - "that you returned to me my soul." Where's the innovation in that?
Well for God to have returned our souls first thing each morning, He would have had to have first taken them. And, while relevant but ambiguous language can be found in a few midrashim (see עיון תפילה לספר אוצר התפילות) I'm not sure we should be so quick to assume that death and rebirth is what literally happens each night.